=)

unexpected things happen.
no matter what. we've gotta brave through all storms and move on with life again.
that's life. even if the worse shit happens on me.
the earthball's still rolling on.

cheng&me ended our r/s.
we've/he've choose to focus his priority on somewhere else.
career. & we choose to put down our r/s.
to fully commit on career.
desire's overwhelm heart. feelings overwhelm mind.
we're still connected though. somehow or rather.
nothing can change tt. =)

its been hard on me. tough times.
sorry i've make my parents/brother worried bout me.
i'll be the strong suiyan. ever smiling & annoying suiyan again. =)

& all the friends who've been there for me.
i deeply appreciates it.
my bestie whom i called crying on over the phone with. thanks angeh.
my girls who asked me out. to assure me tt they're still there.
lifting me up when im down. thanks pek. filda. love u girls.
my jy who's always there to bring me out to chill.
and make me realize there's life out there. hahaa.
and bing. always there. consulting me like a doctor. thank you. =)

i've move on guys.
suiyan jiayou suiyan. aja aja fighting!

报告式的亲密电话

刚开完会，他就急忙打电话给爱人。
放下电话之后，他的脸色似乎不那么兴奋。
大家都在羡慕他和爱人的联系如此紧密，每天都有说不完的话题，但他其实很无奈。

私低下我才知道，他每天的“亲密电话”原来是“报告式的对话”，
并不是出自于“想打电话给她，想听到她的声音”，而是因为“不打，她会不开心”。

你也觉得无奈对不对？
两个人相爱，走到这样的处境，有点呼吸困难。
连在相爱当中的自己也会纳闷，为什么会越来越被动地去讨好对方？
不想做，可是为了维系双方的感情，还是得做。

两只刺猬相爱着住一起。很亲密的时候，它们紧紧相依，
但彼此身上的刺却深深地刺痛了对方，因此不得不保持适当的距离。

距离也是一种美

爱人之间也是如此。适当的空间，给了对方足够的自由；
适当的距离，反而保证有了一定程度的安全感。

透不过气的束缚和思想中种种臆测都让爱受伤的不良因素。
适当的距离合空间则最能大大减少这些伤害。如此，爱才牢固。

两颗心之间最好的距离，就好像一条橡皮筋。
捆绑得太紧，迟早失去弹性，落个断掉的下场。
拉得太远，橡皮承受不了压力，也会断。

把彼此的距离适当地拉开一会儿，反弹回来造就出来的火花，
就好像不和对方在一起时，特别想念对方的心情。
相处的距离有伸有缩，即给了对方一定的空间，又可以很紧密地连在一起。

baby kayden!

congrats cousin for her baby boy!
baby kayden was so adorable!
finally become an auntie. after 22 years. haha!

its really amazing to see how newborn baby was being sent to this world.
life can be so beautiful. =)

心病已全愈。

谢谢，谢老公。 =）

心病就要用心药来医。

每夜都沉醉在黑暗里。
终希望能赶快闭上眼睛逃进梦景。

脑里却不听使唤的否现出须多他和她回忆。
想着想着，眼泪就不知不觉的流了出来。

往事只能回味。
现在的我，真的开心吗？

为何不放手？
也许你会更快乐。

fort canning

fort canning with baby over the weekend.

wanted to try our new lens.
so we switch the lens to the super ultra big lens.
which is totally a wrong move.
shld have stick to the normal lens.

happily go there. and we forgot to bring along the tripod. retards. (-_-")
but we still manage to capture some nice images. hehe.


















our rewards for the day from the scorching hot sun. =)









love this pic baby!





thanks baby for bringing me there to play with my toy!
next time we shall go in the evening to avoid heat stroke! =) hehehe.
love u bee. <3

world war III finally ended between me and cheng.
it lasted for a month.
its a tough battle with him.
am still recuperating from all the injuries attacked from cheng.

on a lighter note. im glad we're both fine now. =)

baby. hope u'll understand what im doin for you.
simply jus wanna protect you from the cruel world out there.
but i guess all u need is freedom.
freedom to do what you want.

just hope tt u're mature enough to know what u're doing.
and i know tt u're indeed planning for our future.
tt's why u wanted to chiong.
chiong to save lots and lotsa ka-chings.

& i've gotta stop being a selfish and demanding gf.
im still learning to be an understanding gf.
hope tt baby can give me ample time to learn.
will try to control my emotions & temper whenever im down or angry.

thanks for always giving me so much patience and tolerance.
thanks for always wiping my tears away. no matter how angry u're with me.
thanks for not throwing me away. of all the nasty things i've done to you.
thanks for rushing back to calm me down and tug me to bed when im having bitchfits.

i will earn back the 0.1% from you dear. =)

& from now onwards. no MORE empty promises k?
all promises now made must be truthful.
we still got a long way to go.
i'll work hard for our future too.

let's excel together in our career.
let's work towards our dream ka-chings per month.

im thankful to have you still
and i've nv regret going through all these tough times with you.
cos i know. u're the only one who can manipulate my emotions so easily.

and i know. after going through the hard times.
fruitful of joy will be waiting for us.

let's hand in hand walk towards tt fruitful of joy and happyness tt we've been earning for.

dun let me go again k? dun break my heart again.

heart you baby. still. <3